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| I hate school. |
[09 Dec 2010|11:20pm] |
This whole G.E.D. thing is tough. Like math...outside of basic stuff...oh dear god....just not my strong suit. My daughter Molly thinks she's cute with her whole "tutoring." Okay, it's my fault for pushing her to do well in school and not having my G.E.D....now that she has found out...she's evil. Payback is a bitch after all.
However, it's December and this is a busy time for people in this family. Every year we get back in touch with the orphanage that Molly was living in before us and we help throw a Christmas party for the orphans. It's just a good way for us to give back to those who have given so much to us. I love my family, but I am reminded that not everyone has a family around the holidays which is another reason we do what we do for the orphans. Like I just don't see the point in not giving to those who are in need when Me and my family have so much despite our recent set backs.
However I got to get back to studying cause I got a test to take this weekend...fingers crossed.
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| What a crazy life... |
[13 Oct 2010|10:19pm] |
I am going back to college. However, before I talk about that...I need to backtrack some...
A couple of months back I was dealing with some really difficult people and to put things simply they left some threatening letters, then they attacked me, and finally they burnt my book store down. I had no idea what to do with myself after all this happened. The store was a huge part of my life I mean I grew up there it was my aunt's before it became mine and I loved it. I have great memories of taking my daughter to the book store and reading to her and the other children at story time. I have great memories of flirting with Alex at the store. Hell I have memories of sneaking in there when I was a teenager and smoking pot or making out with some guy in that place. Unfortunately, it's time to say goodbye to the store. The insurance and all covered the damages, but there isn't enough to rebuild a new store.
So yes, after a lot of thought...I am going to get my G.E.D. and then go to college to become an English teacher....I hope.
Right now, this stupid G.E.D. study book is killing me. I DON'T DO HIGHER MATH...add, subtract, divide, multiply...just give me the basics I need to survive. My kid Molly has been a great help, yeah she has been lecturing me every day on how could I get on to her for not going to school WHEN I NEVER GRADUATED. And she took away ipod so I can't listen to my music and I have to study...SHE'S MEAN!
However, the best news I have saved for last...and yet I don't feel like sharing my news just yet...suffice to say...it makes me really really really happy!
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| I need to go home now.... |
[08 Sep 2010|03:22am] |
Today has been a long fucking day from dealing with insurance companies, employees, cops, publishing companies, and just general work crap, (which I am really over with at this point,)I want sleep. Unfortunately, sleep is not my friend tonight. No, sleep hates me. I have been laying here next to Alex for hours, (watching him sleep,) and I still feel wide awake. Being awake has its advantages I guess, such as, more time to think.
Actually, I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. One thing I have been thinking a lot about is my family, Alex and Molly. I have never been the touchy feely kinda man. In all honesty I suppose there are a hundred things I could blame for this, but the fact is I never really thought it was an issue. Actually I guess I just kinda assumed people to know what I was feeling, for example, I am with you therefore I must love you kinda stuff. It's crazy to just assume someone else can read your mind and know you...no matter how long they have known you. I enjoy hearing I love you, so I should at least assume that others probably like hearing it as well.
Okay I know I am rambling a bit, but there is a point to all this chaos. The fact of the matter is I am not very good with expressing deep feelings without ripping off some horrible cliche cheese. (ie. You complete me, I'll never let go, If I tell you I love you, can I keep you forever?, You make me want to be a better man, The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return, When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.... and those are just the ones I can name off the top of my head that I know I have probably said to Alex at one point or another...)
There are just certain aspects of relationships I still don't understand...that still scare me and that I am apparently not able to express with my own words...which makes me feel slightly retarded, but yeah.
However, my favorite line (from the worst movie ever) pretty much sums up how I feel about Alex and on a sub-level, Molly. "Take love, multiply it by infinity and take it to the depths of forever.. and you still have only a glimpse of how I feel for you."
As I sit here watching Alex sleep I am reminded at just how lucky and fortunate I am. We've had our ups and downs, but we always seem to find our way back to each other...and I think that's why we work.
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| Time to make a choice... |
[31 Aug 2010|08:31pm] |
Last Friday I was attacked after work.
The officer who filled out my report has it down as a robbery...only nothing was taken nor did they even try to take anything...they just beat me. Then there were the threats prior to my attack, but they clearly are not related. I think I am still in a little bit of shock over the whole matter, but that is all for another entry at another time.
This entry is all about moving forward. However to move forward we must first step back and find what lead us to the current junction. I own a book store that I inherited from my aunt. It's a small store that really only reaches it's local community. We actually sell mostly children's books, as you can probably guess buy the name of the store No Longer In Kansas, and our Wizard of Oz motif. Even with all the children focus I have added a small selection of other books for adults. Within that small selection we carry a wide variety from history, to romance, to true crime, to religion, and yes even gay and lesbian interest.
Perhaps I lived naively that I could live my life as an openly gay man in a hetero-society without being touched by hatred; but I still dream of that kinda world for my daughter. It is for my daughter, my boyfriend, and myself that I have decided not to cower before these threats. I and my bookstore are not changing who we are because some people find it distasteful...no we shall stand proud and not be shaken.
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[23 Jul 2010|12:12am] |
 Roman Edward Cahil
Has a twin brother named Ryan
Mother Nadia and Father Carlson Cahil are acrobats and so twins Roman and Ryan spent many years with them traveling with various circuses.
When the twins turned ten they were sent to live with their Aunt Nelly in New York so they could have a more stable home.
Roman spent most of his time helping out in his aunt's book store No Longer In Kansas, which now belongs to Roman since his aunts passing in 2002.
His favorite book is Tom Sawyer.
Roman met his current boyfriend fashion designer Alex Jacobson at his book store.
The two have been together for many years and several years back adopted a young girl named Molly.
Much of Roman's past time is spent with his boyfriend, and daughter, and their little zoo of animals. They have a cat named Princess, two dogs one Blackie the other Toto IV, a turtle named Michelangelo and a duck called Quackers.
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